Weight? No clue.
Last night I terrified my partner, C, and my friend P. P & I were drinking, which we never should have done & I thought I needed something to settle my stomach. So I straight up ate peanut butter. Certainly not the first time I've done that, but the first time with someone else around.
So I drunkenly informed P that I was going to purge. Problem. He called C from my phone, had to pull me out of the shower a couple times. I was a godawful mess.
Have you seen the documentary about Renfrew - THIN? If so I'm sure you remember the part where Polly shares that she's inpatient because she tried to kill herself over 2 pieces of pizza. Ladies, I finally know what Polly feels like. I think I need some help.
oh wow - that gave me shivers... I'm so so sorry you had such an awful night. :(
ReplyDeleteI do the peanut butter thing as well though..
and no, I've never seen it! I might just have to take a look - is it online somewhere?